is kinda tough to be honest ಠ_ಠ
It's like how nursing students are studying so freaking hard for exams and ended up not passing. But if you persevere, you'll succeed in the end. So I guess it's on the matter of self's perseverance and optimism.
I tried doing art commission twice before but my muse died and I haven't done it for a while already and since I've been into manga scanlating lately, I thought why not work as one when you find it fun...? Like most people say, get a job that you'll enjoy :)
I've been looking around for companies that are looking for the lettering/typesetting position and found one from Amimaru's recruitment thread in Baka-Updates forum. Been checking this thread out for possible open positions and whoa, found one! I just hope I'm not too late, though ;A;
Man, I'm desperate for a job... where I don't have to interact with people up-front. oTL
Okay, so first of all, I had a friend who helped me with getting mine so kudos to her (you know who you are). There are two steps to get yours - the complicated or for techy people and the easy or for not-so techy people (like me).
Download the files HERE.
The files consists of 7 parts of Photoshop CS5.1 which you need to download them first to completely extract the files, a .txt file which is the complicated guide for techy people and the amtlib folder.
Once you've completely downloaded everything from that folder, use HJSplit to combine the Photoshop CS5.1 parts and then after that, extract the file using WinRAR. Be sure to install it as a trial version.
The text file included in the mediafire folder is a tutorial but I'm not going to tackle that with you peeps coz it didn't work for me or I was just too much of a noob to comprehend it ಠ_ಠ I did found an easy way after looking around in tumblr and searched around in google and it's working fine for me!
Here's what I did, so you've downloaded the amtlib.rar file from the mediafire folder, right? When you've extracted it, you see two sub-folders inside - x64 and x86.
✪ Go to Computer > Program Files > (the folder where you installed your photoshop cs5.1) or right-click the Photoshop CS5.1 icon and then click "Open File Location", works either fine either way.
✪ Look for the amtlib.dll file. Rename that into "amtlib1.dll". Copy the other amtlib.dll from the mediafire folder (be sure it's the right system type your computer is using, although I think x64-bit is the default one, whatever) and paste it on the Photoshop CS5.1 folder.
So you should have two amtlib.dll files like the one below:
Now try to open your Photoshop CS5.1, you won't see that annoying pop-up window that asks you for the license key anymore! Depending on your computer, you may have to restart it first :)
And, we're done! Enjoy your photoshop! \OwO/
Tag :// !tutorial,
Tag :// *photoshop
I just heard (more like, read) the news about Attack on Titan's spin-off manga - A Choice With No Regrets, getting licensed by Kodansha Comics. Read it here. I didn't even know White Flower Translations stopped scanlating this when I saw an image of Levi opening the window in tumblr :( I guess I'll have to buy it when I can, haha.
I'll miss seeing more of Levi ;w;
Tag :// !review,
Tag :// a: shingeki no kyojin
I was searching for an easy-to-make movie programs and found a bunch of stuff like Sony Vegas, Ezvid, Adobe Premier and sadly none of them aren't my cup of tea so I ended up installing Windows Movie Maker, and started working on the video I've been planning to work on as a gift for my dad who's currently in the hospital fighting off cancer.
I also made it for the fundraising I am going to put up once my stupid PayPal account get verified =w=
Yeah, so here's the video:
I then made an account in www.YouCare.com and set-up the fundraising for my dad's cancer treatment.
Tag :// #random,
Tag :// #real life
After a week of moping around at home, I'm finally going back to my old self, kind of. So my mom and I went to the bank to send in cash today before having breakfast at Jollibee. After that, we stopped by the Adoration Chapel to pray for my dad's chemo therapy, then we went to our separate ways - my mom to her clinic and me to the post office.
I was supposed to update the people in the PHLPost of my new contact number but it flew away when the teller said I had a package. I already know whose it from - it was Delly's supposed-to-be birthday present for me which she decided to sent it to me now so I could make use of the calendar she says.
What I got are these - REIKA'S PHOTOBOOKS - omgomgomgomg
Girl, you just 99% cheered me up with these :) I love it very much! Thank you!
If He takes him away from us,
I have a strong feeling it's gonna be me who's next.
Mentally and emotionally, I mean.
I've already been depressed once, twice.
Heck, I've recently been depressed,
it's because of it I stopped eating for a week.
So... so yeah, just letting everyone know
that if you don't see me much here anymore,
it's coz I probably become emotionally and mentally insane.
:)
And I'm really sorry for those I may be insensitive with/to...
I've closed up myself too much.
I have a strong feeling it's gonna be me who's next.
Mentally and emotionally, I mean.
I've already been depressed once, twice.
Heck, I've recently been depressed,
it's because of it I stopped eating for a week.
So... so yeah, just letting everyone know
that if you don't see me much here anymore,
it's coz I probably become emotionally and mentally insane.
:)
And I'm really sorry for those I may be insensitive with/to...
I've closed up myself too much.
Tag :// #real life
is coz of what happened to me back in high school.
When I was fourteen years old, I got diagnosed with Rheumatic Heart Disease, and my whole life turned upside down. The reason why I didn't enjoy my 2nd year in high school is because I couldn't bare how everyone (even the teachers) treated me at school - the gestures, the stares, the talks, everything, I have never once told my parents about them. The only time my parents know the mistreating is when I slipped up about one of our teachers making a joke about me that I should be put inside a freezer - I get asthma-like attacks all the time in the classroom because of lack of air in the small room that could barely fit 30+ students inside. And then when my classmates started blaming me for disrupting 'their' classes, I completely lost it. I've stopped coming to school then.
From then on, I developed fear of crowds. I hated being in the center of attention and having everyone's eyes on me. It doesn't even help that I'm really shy by nature. One time I got to report solo in front of my classmates, it was fine at first but when I got conscious of the stares and their attention were all on me, I started to hyperventilate. The next thing I know, I ran out of the classroom.
Not wanting to be in the center of attention anymore, I stay away from everything and stay at home all the time where it is safe. Some people may think it's irrational and stupid but for me the experience was traumatizing. And, till now, I can still see the faces and the blaming eyes in my head.
Fear of Crowds - Enochlophobia
When I was fourteen years old, I got diagnosed with Rheumatic Heart Disease, and my whole life turned upside down. The reason why I didn't enjoy my 2nd year in high school is because I couldn't bare how everyone (even the teachers) treated me at school - the gestures, the stares, the talks, everything, I have never once told my parents about them. The only time my parents know the mistreating is when I slipped up about one of our teachers making a joke about me that I should be put inside a freezer - I get asthma-like attacks all the time in the classroom because of lack of air in the small room that could barely fit 30+ students inside. And then when my classmates started blaming me for disrupting 'their' classes, I completely lost it. I've stopped coming to school then.
From then on, I developed fear of crowds. I hated being in the center of attention and having everyone's eyes on me. It doesn't even help that I'm really shy by nature. One time I got to report solo in front of my classmates, it was fine at first but when I got conscious of the stares and their attention were all on me, I started to hyperventilate. The next thing I know, I ran out of the classroom.
Not wanting to be in the center of attention anymore, I stay away from everything and stay at home all the time where it is safe. Some people may think it's irrational and stupid but for me the experience was traumatizing. And, till now, I can still see the faces and the blaming eyes in my head.
Fear of Crowds - Enochlophobia
Tag :// #real life
AUGH.
All this fucking drama going on in my life right now.
I can't take all the responsibilities at once gawsh.
Please don't dump everything on me.....
I'm mentally and emotionally tired of life already.
Too much and I'm gonna end up going back to my depression.
Tag :// #real life
Tag :// #random,
Tag :// #real life
My heart hurts.
I want to cry but I can't cry that hard
else I'll have another panic attack.
My parents aren't home.
They've been gone since Monday.
They're in the hospital, see, with my dad.
Dad's been having random fevers, and
mom noticed he'd lose weight... Gets weak easily,
so they have him admitted to the hospital in the city.
And then... after days of check-ups....
I... I don't know what to do...
A part of me has already given up with life.
What's more after....
My heart hurts. I haven't cried this much before.
Not since after my sis got married...... that was 6 yrs ago.
I don't think I can move on with everything after this.
I... don't have anyone to talk to...
I'm also having issues with EHD where all my MXR stuff are...
Is this some kind of punishment maybe?
I know I've done a lot of bad things before.... but this is too much for me.
i shouldnt even be crying here but the tears wont stop....
cant believe i can still type this while crying :|
aha
idk what to do anymore.
I want to cry but I can't cry that hard
else I'll have another panic attack.
My parents aren't home.
They've been gone since Monday.
They're in the hospital, see, with my dad.
Dad's been having random fevers, and
mom noticed he'd lose weight... Gets weak easily,
so they have him admitted to the hospital in the city.
And then... after days of check-ups....
I... I don't know what to do...
A part of me has already given up with life.
What's more after....
My heart hurts. I haven't cried this much before.
Not since after my sis got married...... that was 6 yrs ago.
I don't think I can move on with everything after this.
I... don't have anyone to talk to...
I'm also having issues with EHD where all my MXR stuff are...
Is this some kind of punishment maybe?
I know I've done a lot of bad things before.... but this is too much for me.
i shouldnt even be crying here but the tears wont stop....
cant believe i can still type this while crying :|
aha
idk what to do anymore.
Tag :// #real life
